Hi there. So you may or my not have noticed this page has undergone quite a tidy little overhaul. As has my life, personality and way of being. Oh, now I know what you're thinking: "Overhaul? CHANGE? I'm scared!" but I can assure you it's for the better. I was going to create a new account for my modeling stuff specifically, but then I decided it was too much of a hassle. SO i just created some nice lil folders for everything, put some stuff into storage, etc. On the whole a much needed and rather belated spring cleaning. Anyway hope you enjoy the new view. If I removed anything you like, please don't trouble yourself with outraged letters, it's all simply in storage and maybe rotated back in at any time. I still have plenty of drawings that are NEW (tm) and need to be uploaded, but that's unlikely seeing as I have EVEN less time than ever before. Wish I could magick it all onto the Internets and show you, but sadly this cannot be. Maybe I will get around to it, if I can.

That's really it for now, hope I didn't bore you or frighten you, or mess with your delicate sensibilities. Thank you all for being my patient and loyal fans over all these crazy years. I'm sorry I haven't been more 'with it' in providing you with new content. I will try to do better, I promise. Until next time, Internet.

Boyfriend broke up with me. It's complicated.I've moved back into my mom's house. My job is good, my life sucks. I'm close to being the person I was when I started here on DA. Everything looks the same to me and it's always cloudy. ......I wish I didn't have to do this....

So I'm having a change of career. After the first of the year I begin my career as a Quality Assurance Tester for a major game company. I'm psyched. I never thought I'd actually be able to get a job like this. ^_^ And I'm totally excited because I think my last job sort of forced me to grow up completely before I was really ready to. I'm going back to being fashionable, to having crazy hair-do's and doing racy photoshoots without feeling guilty.

So perhaps things are getting better? That part is at least. As far as things in my house and with my boyfriend, for whom I still harbor all the love in the world (though I fear he doesn't exactly believe in such things. He's a realist. A Life Will Go On type of realist)I'm not too sure. I guess I'll just have to wait and see. I wish it would go away. All this doubt, fear and anxiety. I wish things could go back to the way they were. Nothing ever can, and I know that, but I still can't help but feel heartbroken for what once was. And I'm afraid to have too much hope or put too much stock in what may be. I don't want to proceed with blind faith and have YET ANOTHER rug yanked out from under my feet. But I guess that's love, isn't it? Rubbish.

That said, I'll try to stop being so Grinchy, seeing as how the Christmas Countdown is nearing it's apex. Hope you all have a great holiday season, whatever calendar date you may celebrate. Cheers!

Holy crap, I just noticed I have almost 30,000 pageviews. Thanks!

My life has been empty because it has been a life without art. I need to create! *dons beret and pencils a mustache on self* I haven't drawn in....god knows how long, at least 3 months... TOO long. That explains why I've been in such a bad mood!! Who would have thought >_>;; I think I need to draw some girls! Nothing puts a person in a finer mood than drawing seductive women. xD I wish I had photoshop skillz. Oh well, next spring I'm going to school to get a credential in video-game art design. So yeah. Woot.