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On the down and down

Sat Jan 24, 2009, 5:24 PM

Mood: Gloomy
Listening to: My siblings making hideous noises
Reading: the inside of my heart.
Playing: FreeRealms :P
Drinking: not much these days, surprisingly.

Boyfriend broke up with me. It's complicated.I've moved back into my mom's house. My job is good, my life sucks. I'm close to being the person I was when I started here on DA. Everything looks the same to me and it's always cloudy. ......I wish I didn't have to do this....

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^cosfrog Jan 24, 2009, 5:27:05 PM

life is full of setbacks, just be sure to keep a positive outlook and call it a learning experience. As long as you keep moving forward, small steps back wont matter...

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=S-U-B-L-I-M-E Jan 24, 2009, 5:27:53 PM

Sorry to hear that...
We create our own reality and walk into the picture we have of the futrue

All the best to you and things will always turn around.

~Myblackisblacker Jan 24, 2009, 5:29:46 PM

I wouldn't call this a small step back. We dated for three years and there's waaaaay more involved that Ican't say outloud. Though somehow I get the feeling you'd understand if i told you.....

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~Myblackisblacker Jan 24, 2009, 5:30:49 PM

thanks! ....I'm trying..... I guess that's really all i can do.

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^cosfrog Jan 24, 2009, 5:35:13 PM

Your young, its a small step back....My first wife left after less than 2 years of marriage (together almost 3 years) I know what its like, and yet I bounced back and been happy with wifie 2 for over 10 years now with a beautiful daughter. Could be a reason behind it....you have plenty of time to recover and move on

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~Myblackisblacker Jan 24, 2009, 5:39:11 PM

the situation being what it is, i don't want to move on per se....I will get occupied with other things, but I don't want to move away from my ex. There's a chance it'll work out, but it's a very complicated and deviant issue that I don't feel comfortable disscussing in open interwebs chat....It's not your typical bf dump, that's for damn sure.... Thanks for the peptalk though Jeff, I appreciate your support. <333

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^cosfrog Jan 24, 2009, 5:42:17 PM

Well ok then I hope everything works out for you, just dont dwell and be gloomy damnit

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~Myblackisblacker Jan 24, 2009, 5:44:25 PM

lol I'm trying really hard....but this is such a shock to me. Hopefully Ican get some more stuff up here on DA as a vent. But I have a new job, so it's hard to find the time, it keeps me so busy! Which is great, from a dwell and be gloomy standpoint

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